About You

Shhhh, Touch

Deceitful and searing the pale sun grows
laughter bites tongue such chance grasping ambrose
cruel waste repentant falling in our minds
lavish tired hungry slick wine that binds
permanent static refraction delight
empty diluted unkempt but still bright
nevermind nude clean blue frozen floating
freedom frustration hateful youth gloating
gracing tradition with sucker punch dreams
rough radius petals unleashed she screams
frisk frighten undress silent black caress
humorless defeat chosen charm finesse
Stolen death sorrow daunt virgin lover 
fluke providence gone life’s lost its lustre.
  • Deceitful and searing the pale sun grows
  • laughter bites tongue such chance grasping ambrose
  • cruel waste repentant falling in our minds
  • lavish tired hungry slick wine that binds
  • permanent static refraction delight
  • empty diluted unkempt but still bright
  • nevermind nude clean blue frozen floating
  • freedom frustration hateful youth gloating
  • gracing tradition with sucker punch dreams
  • rough radius petals unleashed she screams
  • frisk frighten undress silent black caress
  • humorless defeat chosen charm finesse
  • Stolen death sorrow daunt virgin lover
  • fluke providence gone life’s lost its lustre.

Can’t fucking sleep and it’s 3am in the morning….thinking. Wandering. Wondering. I need a nite cap.

Can’t fucking sleep and it’s 3am in the morning….thinking. Wandering. Wondering. I need a nite cap.

I’m always writing/uploading these in the middle of the nite.

Nervous agony, stranger than fiction
Shadow deeds that paste clues of conviction
Aimless not lost, quiet intent afoot
sordid ideas left behind like soot
stone steel woods, left to scour in between
trespass, no sign, just a rough glass grey sheen
Scatter hancocks in paint, full time hobby
alley brick benches, hidden daylight lobby
transparent paper, secret soft style
curdling flavor, blatant rough and wild
peeling and ancient, still soaking up lips
restless eyes bleeding, ease sunshine eclipse
proud rings gold and black, concentric design
etiquette traces waves percee brood blind.
  • Nervous agony, stranger than fiction
  • Shadow deeds that paste clues of conviction
  • Aimless not lost, quiet intent afoot
  • sordid ideas left behind like soot
  • stone steel woods, left to scour in between
  • trespass, no sign, just a rough glass grey sheen
  • Scatter hancocks in paint, full time hobby
  • alley brick benches, hidden daylight lobby
  • transparent paper, secret soft style
  • curdling flavor, blatant rough and wild
  • peeling and ancient, still soaking up lips
  • restless eyes bleeding, ease sunshine eclipse
  • proud rings gold and black, concentric design
  • etiquette traces waves percee brood blind.

praying for balance, caught free confidence
roaring metal friendships take no offense
true salvation, unknown deliverance
wind rises life, scattering severance
uncertain with such peaceful clarity
wisps grey above lasting eternity
caked from view sordid eyes near, still apart
flakes of white sun leave traces of the heart
parting old and wise just a year for score
evening girl touching a sentiment sore.
it’s okay to taste, all apologies
to feel human, unkind totalities
resident wrinkles reward age with lies
magnet mystery deaf clouds wary guise
  • praying for balance, caught free confidence
  • roaring metal friendships take no offense
  • true salvation, unknown deliverance
  • wind rises life, scattering severance
  • uncertain with such peaceful clarity
  • wisps grey above lasting eternity
  • caked from view sordid eyes near, still apart
  • flakes of white sun leave traces of the heart
  • parting old and wise just a year for score
  • evening girl touching a sentiment sore.
  • it’s okay to taste, all apologies
  • to feel human, unkind totalities
  • resident wrinkles reward age with lies
  • magnet mystery deaf clouds wary guise

Summer afterthought, false priest to regard
pale blue wreckage casting lines to discard
shyness disguise, snake skin deception
blind taste in my mouth, mocking perception
far flung to touch no waste to desire
less waiting hesitant in the briar
boundry calypso seas green and drowning
Gods clasp falling, downward paper crowning
No more fear of metal coiling around
shuffle mystic memories laughing abound
fire abuse staring deep licking black
white warmth saturates exposing the crack
fresh fauna forlorn obscured behind glass
all the heights of attraction still impasse
  • Summer afterthought, false priest to regard
  • pale blue wreckage casting lines to discard
  • shyness disguise, snake skin deception
  • blind taste in my mouth, mocking perception
  • far flung to touch no waste to desire
  • less waiting hesitant in the briar
  • boundry calypso seas green and drowning
  • Gods clasp falling, downward paper crowning
  • No more fear of metal coiling around
  • shuffle mystic memories laughing abound
  • fire abuse staring deep licking black
  • white warmth saturates exposing the crack
  • fresh fauna forlorn obscured behind glass
  • all the heights of attraction still impasse

Confidence draining, I’m resin black ghost
hunted, lost, scattered feeling exposed.
strained emotions shudder with all this space
floating, haunted and sick, dreams of your face.

hunger pains cry, for freedom not ration
reeling voice subtle, thundering spasm
satisfied jigsaw falling into place
russian warmth, long deceased without embrace

tired of shade burns tempt slightly unclothed
weakness of breath, sharp truths you’ve composed
internal suffice, white pupils floating
waste away, kept at bay, I’m devoting
Memories coating hearts full of self loathing
love hewn blisters find answers through dosing.
  • Confidence draining, I’m resin black ghost
  • hunted, lost, scattered feeling exposed.
  • strained emotions shudder with all this space
  • floating, haunted and sick, dreams of your face.

  • hunger pains cry, for freedom not ration
  • reeling voice subtle, thundering spasm
  • satisfied jigsaw falling into place
  • russian warmth, long deceased without embrace
  • tired of shade burns tempt slightly unclothed
  • weakness of breath, sharp truths you’ve composed
  • internal suffice, white pupils floating
  • waste away, kept at bay, I’m devoting
  • Memories coating hearts full of self loathing
  • love hewn blisters find answers through dosing.
Insight blind records line walls ablaze
limelight fantasia to your mirrored gaze
satisfied grandeur doubtful but lively
gracious and angry hunger filled wisely

blight minds rather dead, eyes reading denounce
power, balance, fury, unleashed to pounce
wicked remedy, silent and deadly
sharp speech in sight of actions so ugly
hot summer wild, blithe pick of your soul 
favoring passion your electric toll
whistling by no desperation at hand
even emotions have an echo  strand

no fear to mislead just strength for renown
so do you wonder why you burned it down?
  • Insight blind records line walls ablaze
  • limelight fantasia to your mirrored gaze
  • satisfied grandeur doubtful but lively
  • gracious and angry hunger filled wisely

  • blight minds rather dead, eyes reading denounce
  • power, balance, fury, unleashed to pounce
  • wicked remedy, silent and deadly
  • sharp speech in sight of actions so ugly
  • hot summer wild, blithe pick of your soul
  • favoring passion your electric toll
  • whistling by no desperation at hand
  • even emotions have an echo  strand
  • no fear to mislead just strength for renown
  • so do you wonder why you burned it down?
Brawn bashing boy, little wrestling youth
roughneck love grace guided heart you would sooth
stretched passion and drive, intention so firm
fragile in practice balance lost we learn

far away sun, hazel drifts by the eye
swallowing tides, ripple with wind and lies
glazed future freedom quaking earth humble
rally sharing honest, just don’t mumble

toothless lives come bright with a golden charge
electric white fire brewing so large
tireless gifts, living through all the sprawl
weary breath, sigh, minutes come to a crawl

cutthroat kindness with confident parole
both children and adults you find quite droll.

 
  • Brawn bashing boy, little wrestling youth
  • roughneck love grace guided heart you would sooth
  • stretched passion and drive, intention so firm
  • fragile in practice balance lost we learn

  • far away sun, hazel drifts by the eye
  • swallowing tides, ripple with wind and lies
  • glazed future freedom quaking earth humble
  • rally sharing honest, just don’t mumble
  • toothless lives come bright with a golden charge
  • electric white fire brewing so large
  • tireless gifts, living through all the sprawl
  • weary breath, sigh, minutes come to a crawl

  • cutthroat kindness with confident parole
  • both children and adults you find quite droll.

 

Opening for the laughs you can’t hold back
wise wit grinning deep in a chest like crack
dark locks to be opened candor let loose 
striking and waggish our tastes you induce

bellowing flumes, endeavors of insight
dogma discernment, raw science despite
no lack of design, expertise your prey
arrayed your talents speech and pen betray

solid gold gaze fly kicks are paramount
no shivers or slack ain’t nothin discount
deft work at hand a master of cuisine
dive headlong inside, what awaits to glean?

A timeless round glow, brazen life you share
at gathered times bitter always a flare.
  • Opening for the laughs you can’t hold back
  • wise wit grinning deep in a chest like crack
  • dark locks to be opened candor let loose
  • striking and waggish our tastes you induce
  • bellowing flumes, endeavors of insight
  • dogma discernment, raw science despite
  • no lack of design, expertise your prey
  • arrayed your talents speech and pen betray

  • solid gold gaze fly kicks are paramount
  • no shivers or slack ain’t nothin discount
  • deft work at hand a master of cuisine
  • dive headlong inside, what awaits to glean?
  • A timeless round glow, brazen life you share
  • at gathered times bitter always a flare.
Wandering lives fleeting past without touch
magnetic momentary unique clutch
what last is timeless, liquid your kindness
savory exploits smiling so righteous

Fishbowl sized world playgrounds shrink as they grow
patterns perform paths playing parts you know
bonds not binding they lift into the clouds
always in sight never hidden in shrouds

soft yellow glimmer waves curl as they crash
hopscotch reveries, color with a splash
surprises abrupt, dazzling air you breathe
hush embrace your cure, so gentle such grief

bleached desire to taste private dark stars
(It’s) what you forget (that) determines your scars.
original photos by Emmanuele Ferrari, all post manipulation i.e merging and layering is me.
  • Wandering lives fleeting past without touch
  • magnetic momentary unique clutch
  • what last is timeless, liquid your kindness
  • savory exploits smiling so righteous

  • Fishbowl sized world playgrounds shrink as they grow
  • patterns perform paths playing parts you know
  • bonds not binding they lift into the clouds
  • always in sight never hidden in shrouds
  • soft yellow glimmer waves curl as they crash
  • hopscotch reveries, color with a splash
  • surprises abrupt, dazzling air you breathe
  • hush embrace your cure, so gentle such grief

  • bleached desire to taste private dark stars
  • (It’s) what you forget (that) determines your scars.

original photos by Emmanuele Ferrari, all post manipulation i.e merging and layering is me.