Wasteless eyes drawing me in without bid
Ceaselessly stretching with much branching wit
Measured and infinite tall and unkept
Lies and deceit weren’t the first attempt
Hidden in structure modest in motives
Riddled with guile, just plain corrosive
lengthy in plan, no short of exceptions
It glowed and gleamed of advanced conception
With little hope left they crumbled and cried
Fruition had come like waves with the tide.
Never again would the wind meet their ears
Never again must they confront their fears
An end to all hatred, fear, and despair
Earths mighty destruction of all who care.
Withering wrly I wonder today
Are bad decisions hidden shades of grey
Can’t regret promises made, persevere
Even when losing sleep I fight my fear
Birdsong never reaches the ears I plea
The hiss and blare metal rearing up free.
Late to bed, untimely to rise, sour dreams
Siphon and conduct like a dying stream
Rhythm I fear, won’t repeat this again
To protect, and respect, shed boys be men.
The moment at hand, this is my last chance.
I’ve stepped on your toes and tripped up this dance.
Honor, fidelity, promise, a vow
Once a week, forever, beginning now
Taken locked up lost forgotten matter
Temporary, thrashing, escaping her
Creeping I return, to reclaim my own.
Not for fear of loss but pain to her bones.
Taking tasting tearing my way throughout
I wish if only i could quell my doubt
Never knocking knowing nor answering
I can’t climb but I’m told it’s in my being
The grind quells shifts and burns away inside
Hoping not only time heals the divide
A pot of amity I hope to stew
Try renewing, some harmony, with you.
When friends return we can bind, not collide.
Likely too soon, a guy can dream astride.
“Though I may seem at times somewhat distant from you, through the gray mist of my own moods, I am never far; my thoughts always circle around you.”
Feeling raw stirring close your touch profound
I was on my knees when you knocked me down.
Forgone fresh friendship fought found fatigued fell
Ruptured to salvage a life in this hell
Croaking organs with notes staggering out
Broken and beautiful jointly no doubt
Reminding there is promise inspired
(A ) Creative, (endeavor) neither ceaseless nor tired
Today I thought one two three times the charm
Delusional reflection is my norm.
Time never wasted but always the same
Our link, this exchange inspires and shames
Holdin on, hope for change, so much to gain.
The only risk is that you’ll go insane.
Dreams lacking stillness I’m full of contempt
By my side, still vacant, no ones exempt.
Clothes covered in stains, tell stories not tales
Reminding the owner of no avail
Whispers grow long dripping down your soft skin
Can’t cut through the truth, tastes tart and too thin
Ambrosia is lurking to my surprise
I can no longer hide within my lies
I seek out convention, comfort, and trust
But find empty words, dead skin and rust
Shock and surprise, my late realization
Too late I regret this foolish flirtation
Let me remember my folly and grow
Our life, was worth more than that nite I know.
Waiting in fear distress consternation
Drinking a beer, in time this summation
will manifest home, apartment, or flat
afford me some peace or ease at most that
Cruising, then stopping, “check in” at the door.
Of course Yelp keeps me wishing there’s more.
Seems like a stretch, but promises we kept
are bookmarks at heart, forever inept.
Don’t wake me, hear the rat tat tat outside.
Truths dripping down the walk to be our guide
To be forgiven, only from within
Commitment, worst at best you’re still with him
They said it, they told you, but you refrained
street side he was lacking, showed no constraint.
Forgone compassion, woke up in a daze
no matter the choices or regret he portrays
Serene, glassy, my eyes you might describe
Still without longing, there’s tears without cry.
Breaking rules no longer has the appeal
Results aren’t so sought but are what you feel.
When bending and squirming comes with such ease.
I can’t help but think, I can’t help but please.
I’ll be out of the way, shifted and moved
Take a moment, what corrupted your mood
It’s the blue crush, you found under the waves
The needle the heart so twisted, depraved
Tape off the crime, no just block it from view
Hidden is the pain, aside it will stew
The world is spinning slower in my mind.
Thankfully not gone it’s all there to find.
Riptides are pulling, I see the tension.
Nevertheless you’re my extension